I haven't said anything about it, because given the circumstances it
didn't seem but a small thing compared to all else that was going on
(like my Mom being in the hospital), but I've basically been out of
cigarettes for a week and a half now. Not having smokes has given me
this strange combination of physical energy that causes insomnia with
a mental numbness that makes me stupid.

Tired and just plain stupid. That's me right now.

Tomorrow, hopefully, the torture ends.